Thanks guys, this helped

Lol I just bought a trident and a shield in a toy store to chase my friends around with it. One could see me in a shopping mall practicing my barreling attack and signature move on a friend while he felt awkward and pretended not to know me I almost had him, but then I fumbled with my weapon and it flew from my grasp :/

That brings me to a question, what causes fumbling with the weapon? This happens to me even with low bloodlust and activity occasionally.